This time of the Year

This time of the Year and Updates

I talked to my YouTube partner yesterday and he liked all my ideas. We talked more about the Structure and what we need to get JTStudio 14 off the ground. We will be serious show but with an underlying humour. We are meeting at my place on Friday after he gets off work. We most likely won't be filming anything this week, but we will be doing dry runs on Friday. We wanna do dry runs because we are new to this and want to start strong. In high-school, I helped out with video announcements. I did behind the scenes work though. In my last two years I was second in command. I was offered the Directors position in my last year, but I declined it. I enjoyed what I was doing and I didn't want all the responsibilities of a Director. So I have never been on screen. With that experience, at least i'm not totally in the dark. So you will have to wait a little longer to see me YouTube debut!

Okay let's move along. My birthday is tomorrow, June the 4th and i'm turning 22. Around this time, I feel uncomfortable to a certain point. Well I mean I feel good about getting more mature, but I don't really like the getting older part. Well with my condition, every year is a longer amount of time. What I mean is my lifespan is much shorter, so every wasted year is actually like three. So i'm pretty much in my mid-life crisis. Probably why I started writing actually. In the last year I've changed so much. I've been nicer to people, more forgiving, and all around less stubborn. I really only accepted my fate a few months ago. The funny thing is being scared and not accepting reality made me very miserable.

I'm still incredibly scared don't get me wrong. I guess finally accepting reality made me wanna become a better person and actually do something with my life. I discovered writing and nothing has ever made me happier. Also I now avoid people that only put me down. Anybody that met me this year, has met the new me. It's still me, just a better me and a more open person. Most of my friends from high school and elementary school don't even have a clue what my disability is. One friend thought I was paralyzed. Then I moved my leg on my own and he felt embarrassed. I found out I don't really liked the kid that much though. I just didn't like talking about all the things I had to overcome on a daily basis. That is how I dealt with my condition. What I found out recently is talking about it, makes me a stronger person. So now you know what birthday's make me think about.

I usually don't do much for my Birthday. Tonight i'm going to dinner to Swiss Chalet with the family to celebrate. Well there was that get together Sunday, so I did something at least. Tomorrow on my actual birthday, i'll be doing nothing. Just hang out by myself, maybe i'll watch game one of the Stanley cup final. It is supposed to be nice out, so I may go for a ride. Don't worry you'll get another post to read. I'm gonna buy myself something big to celebrate my 22 year! Maybe a hockey Jersey, who knows! I'll let you guys know when I decide and I'll show pictures! Anyway this is the end to another post. I'll be back tomorrow for more! Peace! And remember kids; When in despair, eat a gummy bear! 

Side note: That will also be my catch phrase for my YouTube videos!