One of the hardest things to do, is let go of the feelings you have for another person. Every time I have to do such a thing, it seems to become more and more difficult. It is different this time though.The last two times, well they kinda gave me a valid reason to let go of my feelings for them.
This time It seems like I can accomplish getting rid of my feelings for this girl. First of all, she didn't freak out when I told her I had "said" feelings for her. Second of all, I see her as an incredible friend. Third of all, she is not a bitch. I'm sure these feelings for her will never 100% vanish, but I know in my heart that I will be okay with that.
What I mean by that is, the feeling of me being in love with her will be so miniscule that it won't come to my attention. I'm still gonna be worried about her at times, but friends worry about friends. I will love her the rest of my life, because of the bond we share.
What I'm trying to get at is, my "romantic" feelings for Taylor will soon be replaced completely by my "plutonic" feelings for Taylor. It'll still take some time for these changes to fully take effect. I don't really care how long it'll take, because no matter what I'm still going to be her friend.
I'm ending this post there! I will probably be back sometime next week, unless something important happens that I feel I want to share with y'all! Peace! When in despair, eat a gummy bear! Sorry I have no quote today.
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